No sleep= goood ^_^
Oct. 12th, 2003 05:31 pm![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
zaichikarkythe night before I slept another 13 hours -_-. I see this as a growing trend. I average about 5 hours of sleep every night while it's a weekday and then on a weekend(which includes Friday ^_-) I MAKE UP FOR IT 0_o. And it's not a solid 13 hours, either. It's *wake up to have parents call you*.... *go back to sleep*.... *wake up to hear roomate's friends*.... *go back to sleep*.... on and on for a few times XD. But getting that much sleep makes me *really* depressed, moreso than usual ;_;. It's like my body's trying to wake up... the whole entire day, and my head, well THAT is asleep the whole entire day. So today, I got about 2-3 hours of sleep XD. I went to sleep somewhere around 9 am.... during that laying around time, I managed to get some things accomplished when I gave up on sleep. THIS is what came out of that , in case you were wondering. Yes, as with all my classic nightly scrawlings, I wrote that in a notebook I had laying around. But this one didn't follow the trend of being an eulogy to someone XD.
I also thought more about werk. I've decided that I will view next Tuesday as the JUDGEMENT DAY. If i do well, I may be tempted to stick around, but if not(most likely 0_o) then I can have an excuse to "book it". The issue of funds comes into play. I'll have to learn how to manage my money. I try... but I don't always do a very good job of it ;_;. My parents will be giving me 50$ a month. I think it's awfully stingy of them, but *shrug*. I can't really compare it to anyone because I won't ask how much others parents give them ^_^*One of the reasons I took the job in the first place was to prevent them from giving me that money because I felt bad about all the money that they put into my education and me not helping ^_^**. But then again, I thought about how I got that grant that would have given me a *free* education, but no, they didn't allow me to chose what school I originally wanted to attend -_-. So basically, it's their problem. Unless, something happens *knocks on wood*. Then it becomes my problem as well. Also, the issue of me sacrificing too much on account of the job is starting to get to me. I don't think I need to go through this, it isn't worth it -_-. I still have READING to do. Damn, I really wasn't expecting college to be so insane with reading. In history class, we have to finish a whole historical documentary ( Black Majority) in a weeks time -_-. Ok, I rarely even finish leisurely readings in that amount of time. I have a short attention span, I can't concentrate on something, especially a book, for a long amount of time. With free reading, it's usually half an hour intervals. Longer *only* if it's a real good book. I finished K-Pax in 3 days : ) *g*. *PROUD*. But it was a really good book. I read science fiction over about 75% of the time.... those sometimes get too tedious and detail-centered for me to spend lots of time concentrating on...
Er... ANYWAY, where was I? I don't know ;_;. *looks back up* ^_^*. Oh, right! I'm going to eat so I can spend time reading in the dininghall... I've adopted doing that because it doesn't make me feel so awkward sitting alone all the time.
I also thought more about werk. I've decided that I will view next Tuesday as the JUDGEMENT DAY. If i do well, I may be tempted to stick around, but if not(most likely 0_o) then I can have an excuse to "book it". The issue of funds comes into play. I'll have to learn how to manage my money. I try... but I don't always do a very good job of it ;_;. My parents will be giving me 50$ a month. I think it's awfully stingy of them, but *shrug*. I can't really compare it to anyone because I won't ask how much others parents give them ^_^*One of the reasons I took the job in the first place was to prevent them from giving me that money because I felt bad about all the money that they put into my education and me not helping ^_^**. But then again, I thought about how I got that grant that would have given me a *free* education, but no, they didn't allow me to chose what school I originally wanted to attend -_-. So basically, it's their problem. Unless, something happens *knocks on wood*. Then it becomes my problem as well. Also, the issue of me sacrificing too much on account of the job is starting to get to me. I don't think I need to go through this, it isn't worth it -_-. I still have READING to do. Damn, I really wasn't expecting college to be so insane with reading. In history class, we have to finish a whole historical documentary ( Black Majority) in a weeks time -_-. Ok, I rarely even finish leisurely readings in that amount of time. I have a short attention span, I can't concentrate on something, especially a book, for a long amount of time. With free reading, it's usually half an hour intervals. Longer *only* if it's a real good book. I finished K-Pax in 3 days : ) *g*. *PROUD*. But it was a really good book. I read science fiction over about 75% of the time.... those sometimes get too tedious and detail-centered for me to spend lots of time concentrating on...
Er... ANYWAY, where was I? I don't know ;_;. *looks back up* ^_^*. Oh, right! I'm going to eat so I can spend time reading in the dininghall... I've adopted doing that because it doesn't make me feel so awkward sitting alone all the time.
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Awww
Date: 2003-10-12 09:16 pm (UTC)I need....
Date: 2003-10-12 09:23 pm (UTC)Re: I need....
Date: 2003-10-13 06:05 pm (UTC)Re: I need....
Date: 2003-10-14 10:55 am (UTC)Re: *sob*
Date: 2003-10-13 02:15 am (UTC)HOLY JESUS.
Date: 2003-10-13 05:21 am (UTC)That's just CRAZY TALK.
AAAA DUDE