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On Friday Adrienne and I went on this Asian Heritage night thing at school... some of the singers were really cool, others not so great. The dancing was the best... especially the Tahiitan dancing ^___^. *WIGGLE YER BOOTY*. But I think the best part of that night came when Adrienne persuaded me to walk home with her AND walk in the middle of the street XD. It was great because I started running and tried to step on all the dots in the middle of the road. We did that until we got exhausted. That was great fun ^__^. It reminded me a lot of our old traipsings... something we haven't done in a while ;_;.

Saturday, I went with Jeneher to this outdoors concert at a vineyard she performed in. The best part of that was that there was an abandoned railcar just sittin' there 0_o. Despite Jeneher's protestations, I climbed up to the top and ran around it back and forth a few times. Couldn't get inside the thing, but it was real nice on top anyway. I really enjoyed sitting there and looking at the pretty vineyard scenery ^__^.

The rest of the weekend involved me *attempting* to do homework. Well, I got some done, anyway. I'm very tired of my life right now ;_;. It just irritates me greatly. Maybe it will get better some day. I can only hope so. But right now, I can only see it getting worse and worse. As this time in my life ends, I'll get new worries and pressures and it will become even worse.

I'm just so tired of it all. I'm tired of feeling exhausted, I'm tired of doing work that makes no difference to me in the long run, I'm tired of forgetting everything, I'm tired of comparing myself to everybody, I'm tired of trying to talk when I can't, I'm tired of mutilating my hair as a nervous reaction, I'm tired of worrying, I'm tired of all this school work, I'm tired of worrying about my future, I'm tired of being stupid.

That makes up some "BAD POETRY". If only it was in the correct form.

If I could sleep my life away
Nothing would lead me astray
I would only have my dreams to keep me alive
No conscious life could ever arrive
I want to stay warm in my bed
With no thoughts of depair running through my head
And if I should fall into the never-ending abyss
I could just rest assured there was nothing in my life to miss

Okay, I'm bored of this and it's late. Oh, this is wonderful "BAD POETRY". YUS.