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Dec. 3rd, 2003 08:24 pm![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
zaichikarkyWhoa like... Titus just went in for a job interview today. I'm really hoping he'll be lcuky, since he's kinda been wanting to work for a while. And now ALEXAR says that she has an acting interview. I reeeeaally wish them both luck. Hm, I think Titus will tell me what happens today... he should come on... As for Alexis... we'll just wait ^_^. That'd be so cool if they could get jobs ^_^.
I think that working is something that everyone should do, seriously. It's a step towards independance and prosperity. My biggest fear is that in 4 years time I will not be working, I'll still be completely dependant on my parents, and to me... this is the biggest anxiety of my life. I would so hate to be dependant on them for much longer. I mean, I *know* I will not be. Up to a certain age.. say early 20s, I will not be completely dependant on my parents anymore. And I will fight my damndest to acheive this. I can do it... if I work hard enough. This has always been the motto of my life : ). And hell, it works 90% of the time, it seriously does. Shit, EVERYONE should adopt my motto.
My *own* place represents freedom to me... freedom from rediculous roomates, from rediculous rules and regulations. I can't be completely free in America. But I can be damn close to my dream of being free. Having my own place and my own job that allows me to pay for my own place represents this freedom I must have. I'll fight for it ^_^. I know I will... no matter how depressed I will become, I will always fight for this dream... this hope for my freedom and autonomy... Meh, I always fight to get what I want. This is because I can and I am a very strong person, IMO.... I fight outside forces and don't give up if it's something I *truly* want.
Well, I don't feel much like rambling anymore. Point is, I want to seriously get done with school fast so I can get a damn job and pay for myself .... ~_~.
I think that working is something that everyone should do, seriously. It's a step towards independance and prosperity. My biggest fear is that in 4 years time I will not be working, I'll still be completely dependant on my parents, and to me... this is the biggest anxiety of my life. I would so hate to be dependant on them for much longer. I mean, I *know* I will not be. Up to a certain age.. say early 20s, I will not be completely dependant on my parents anymore. And I will fight my damndest to acheive this. I can do it... if I work hard enough. This has always been the motto of my life : ). And hell, it works 90% of the time, it seriously does. Shit, EVERYONE should adopt my motto.
My *own* place represents freedom to me... freedom from rediculous roomates, from rediculous rules and regulations. I can't be completely free in America. But I can be damn close to my dream of being free. Having my own place and my own job that allows me to pay for my own place represents this freedom I must have. I'll fight for it ^_^. I know I will... no matter how depressed I will become, I will always fight for this dream... this hope for my freedom and autonomy... Meh, I always fight to get what I want. This is because I can and I am a very strong person, IMO.... I fight outside forces and don't give up if it's something I *truly* want.
Well, I don't feel much like rambling anymore. Point is, I want to seriously get done with school fast so I can get a damn job and pay for myself .... ~_~.
