Depressed/angry ranting time!!
Aug. 25th, 2002 10:54 am![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
zaichikarkySometimes I hate my father, seriously. If I ever become anorexic(sp?), he'll be to blame. See, a long time ago him and my mom went on weight watchers and lost like 30 lbs each. Now they still eat crap food obviously that tastes like shit 6 days a week. They freak out if they gain one pound. My dad is by far the worst though. It's like... he proudly tells stories of how his co-workers bring in cake/pizza/ yummi foods and he rejects them after being offered some. He hardly easts now at all.
And he has a grudge of me being overweight. Okay, I am no fucking heffer, but I am a little overweight. I'm just lucky that I'm tall because it isn't so noticible and I don't look "fat". A while ago, before summer started, I lost some weight. A bit over 5 lbs. Not for HIM of course, but because I was fucking depressed over something stupid and I wouldn't eat much at all and because I was doing badminton . The combonation of those two factors led me to lose some weight. My dad claimed it was so noticible and my "ass shrunk". With the wayy my dick-headed father talks about my arse, it's like he's some sort of pedophile. He talks about it ALL THE TIME. "When are you going to lose weight from you ass?", "Your ass is big", "Look at it, it's bigger than mine!", "look at your mom's ass, it's twice as small!" etc. It's very upsetting naming ALL his insults. That just gives ya a small idea of what I go through day by day.
I swear, the guy's a fucking insensitive prick. I liked it better when he was overweight. Now he not only comments on my weight everyday, but comments on normal people he doesn't know walking down the street. I lie not. Just yesterday when we were driving and saw two ladies walking he was like "Look how fat that lady is! You'd better becareful, someday you can be like that." It's normal for him to just go and say SHIT like that. I keep telling him that it's horrible to say stuff like that about people he doesn't know, but he doesn't care, he does it anyway.
I've gotten myself worked up now. I keep telling him to stop commenting on my arse/ how "fat" I am and he doesn't listen. There are certain things I am not allowed to call him. Two are "jerk" and "dork". If I call him either one of those names, he will not speak to me until my mom forces me to apologize. He swore to me that if I ever called him one of those again, he would NEVER speak to me again. But then he says shit I hate to hear and I don't do anything about it.
Fucking dick-headed jerk. I fucking hate him sometimes. ;_;.
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And he has a grudge of me being overweight. Okay, I am no fucking heffer, but I am a little overweight. I'm just lucky that I'm tall because it isn't so noticible and I don't look "fat". A while ago, before summer started, I lost some weight. A bit over 5 lbs. Not for HIM of course, but because I was fucking depressed over something stupid and I wouldn't eat much at all and because I was doing badminton . The combonation of those two factors led me to lose some weight. My dad claimed it was so noticible and my "ass shrunk". With the wayy my dick-headed father talks about my arse, it's like he's some sort of pedophile. He talks about it ALL THE TIME. "When are you going to lose weight from you ass?", "Your ass is big", "Look at it, it's bigger than mine!", "look at your mom's ass, it's twice as small!" etc. It's very upsetting naming ALL his insults. That just gives ya a small idea of what I go through day by day.
I swear, the guy's a fucking insensitive prick. I liked it better when he was overweight. Now he not only comments on my weight everyday, but comments on normal people he doesn't know walking down the street. I lie not. Just yesterday when we were driving and saw two ladies walking he was like "Look how fat that lady is! You'd better becareful, someday you can be like that." It's normal for him to just go and say SHIT like that. I keep telling him that it's horrible to say stuff like that about people he doesn't know, but he doesn't care, he does it anyway.
I've gotten myself worked up now. I keep telling him to stop commenting on my arse/ how "fat" I am and he doesn't listen. There are certain things I am not allowed to call him. Two are "jerk" and "dork". If I call him either one of those names, he will not speak to me until my mom forces me to apologize. He swore to me that if I ever called him one of those again, he would NEVER speak to me again. But then he says shit I hate to hear and I don't do anything about it.
Fucking dick-headed jerk. I fucking hate him sometimes. ;_;.
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