I'm so sick of the same SHIT all the time

[zaichikarky]

Here is a perfect example from a few minutes ago

Me: Can I go to subway?
Asshole mother: sure
Me: can I take the car?
Asshole mother: No
*goes downstairs*
Asshole mother: DID YOU HEAR WHEN I SAID YOU CAN'T TAKE THE CAR?
Me: Why... *bla bla* You never let me drive...
Asshole father: Take your bike. Your ass is already big enough to be wanting sandwiches.
Me: *punches the wall HARD*

I need to learn that punching the wall like that will not make me bleed, but bruise. Looks like my index finger will be the purplest this round. Why do I have to bruise so easily -__-. And why the fuck did I bother putting up driving my parents around for such a long time, especially that MOTHER of mine who SCREAMS every single time I'm in the car with her, when I can't drive anywhere now that I have my license. I don't fucking get it.

Comments

[willawick.livejournal.com]

I know that is very fucked up. But hun, don't hurt yourself. If you have to go out in the backyard or in your bedroom and scream your lungs out. Don't hurt yourself though! Don't worry, it's only a matter of time when you'll be out of that house and have your own car and then you can drive wherever you please. And don't you dare listen to your father...he's an asshole *gets a vision of someone bending over* you see that...right there....that little puckered circle thingy? That's you father, right there. YOU ARE NOT FAT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!