"Educational"
Apr. 10th, 2003 08:06 pm![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
zaichikarkyMy "educational" just seems to give me all sorts of anxiety. I'm mortified about going off to college. I think I made that clear to myself yesterday... The thing I would gain from it just cannot surpass what I'd be losing. I'd have to look at the long term events, and I'm just a short-term person -_-.
I would be losing my friends, I just know it. And my comfort... I don't know HOW I could possibly live with someone being a spoiled only-child who's had her own room/master bathroom all her life. I'd lose star trek. And probably nintendo, band... all I'd be doing is studying because I could NOT make friends. I'm horribly afraid I won't find any of "my people" in college because "my people" are the kinds who don't GO to college straight after High School. And, I think my high school education was a big joke in many ways. It's gotten progressively tougher each new class. My class is the last one not to take High School Exit exams XD.
Because my father is threatening to delete everything off the computer, I can't type now.Right.
I would be losing my friends, I just know it. And my comfort... I don't know HOW I could possibly live with someone being a spoiled only-child who's had her own room/master bathroom all her life. I'd lose star trek. And probably nintendo, band... all I'd be doing is studying because I could NOT make friends. I'm horribly afraid I won't find any of "my people" in college because "my people" are the kinds who don't GO to college straight after High School. And, I think my high school education was a big joke in many ways. It's gotten progressively tougher each new class. My class is the last one not to take High School Exit exams XD.
Because my father is threatening to delete everything off the computer, I can't type now.Right.
