Hey friendslist, vote for me!

[zaichikarky]

I really am determined to get past the second week in my writing contest thing and it doesn't look like I'm going to! But if like... just one of you would vote for me, then that would actually make a substantial difference. Trust me!

Anway, voting's right here-

http://community.livejournal.com/therealljidol/179851.html#cutid1 .

I mean it would suck getting voted out the first(real?) week, but I know my entry sucked. The reason it did was because i've really been unbelievably busy and before, instead of writing my own entry, I was busy reading others!

Man I'm so overworked and overstressed right now : (. I got a ton of complaints and really no time to make them all.

I hope some of you will vote for me because I'd do the same for you, even if your entries were crappy! My lj friend who participated last year wrote really great stuff 90 percent of the time, but then sometimes wrote something so bitchy that I didn't vote for her and voted for one of the people I actually enjoyed more than her :p. But anyway, she's better at writing than me and didn't get voted out the first week XD... she got into like, the top 10 or so!

I really do intend to do better next week(if I make it, that is)! It'd help if I got the deadlines/timezones straight ;_;. My entry was first going to be about coming to Japan, then leaving band, then pokemon. But due to the time constraints I had, I wrote about the ONE topic I didn't want to write about. It's kind of a hurtful topic for me because I don't really like thinking about it too much. I had no time to write about Pokemon, so I wrote about the saddest goodbye I made in my life and it wasn't even sad. I didn't even think of it as a sad goodbye, actually. I mean, I kind of did then, but after about a week, I just felt relieved and more at peace with my life. I always feel this way. Especially after Justin leaves, but moreso when I leave Florida. I'm sad and depressed the first week, then feel happy because my life is back to normal and I like calm periods and I do like regularity. Whenever I'm with Justin, I feel "hot" is the best way to describe it. In many ways. Uh, yeah. And I get bladder infections all the time ;_;.

So anyway, The moral to my story was that goodbyes for me have almost always been a happy time.

Comments

[boxsofrain.livejournal.com]

I liked your entry and don't think you should be cut this week. You got my vote.

[majesticzaichik.livejournal.com]

Thank you! That was nice of you! I feel kind of silly to pimp my entry(which was written really quickly, and I wish it was better quality), but I'd really like another chance to further myself to write better.