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[zaichikarky]

I'm reminded of Ashes every day. It's going to take a lot of time for me to stop being depressed about this, but when I see cute pictures of him, it's especially sad. I always looked forward to coming home and waking up because we had special routines. When i would wake up, he would immediately sit by the bathroom and wait for me to get done, then when I opened the door her would run into my room and jump in my bed and meow at me. So i would have to pay attention to him for a while. He seemed to really miss me the 7 or 8 hours we would be apart while I slept. I would occasionaly let him sleep in my room on my chair, but it would irritate me when he would wake me up in the middle of the night and demand attention. After getting dressed, I would feed him. I fed him a can of catfood a day... sometimes two. The rest of the time, he ate dry food. This would distract him enough for me to leave for school. Then I would get home and he would greet me with a cranky MREOW and stretch in front of me because he always woke up from his catnaps to greet me every day I got back from school... So I'd pick him up and smother him and he would whine at me to put him down.

I think he at least understood how much I loved him. I hope he considered me his 3rd mom. He switched moms a few times, so I hope he liked me as much, if not better than the moms before me. I kissed him lots of times a day and he had his own ways of kissing me, which usually involved biting me. He was an agressive cat, but I liked his personality a lot. He had a very vibrant attitude and always made his presence known to everyone. He was such a big cat and quite dominant. It's just really sad that his life had to be cut short when he was only 3 years old... I still kind of blame myself, even though I blame the idiot who was responsible for this. He meant a great deal to me and I feel quite a bit more empty without him.

In less depressing news...

Justin got a new cell a while ago and all he seems to do now is text me pics on it. We have convesations that go like this:


"HII HOW R U!!??"




I'm doing some lifting before bed


I'm drinking chai!


Oh-kay...


*SAD...*


Why sad?


I WANT CHOKLAT... NOW!!!!!!!


*scard*



That was kinda made up, but our conversations go something like that, not all the words were made up. like, the chai one wasn't, I think. lol. nor the weights one.

gah. Justin *just* got into ANOTHER car accident. He sent me pics of the damage which doesn't look bad. To me, it looks only like he has a flat tire, the pic was bad so I couldn't quite see. It was the other guy's fault at least this time... his car seems to really love accidents... I hope that he will get money for the damage. gah. He says that all this stuff is bent and fixing is not an option. It doesn't even look that bad to me ;_;. Man, it would suck if he can't get the car fixed. a lot >_<. At least he could get to work, but still.. I hope everything will turn out alright...

In other news... well, classes are ok. I'm taking really fun classes next quarter. I have a paper due in about a week that is a book report and I do really bad on those. I also have an ethnography which is hard, that is due after thanksgiving. I need to visit some more buddhist temples because that's what my ethnography is about... Theravada Buddhism in the Thai/Burma communities. I don't have enough info right now. My book report is about neanderthals. It's a pretty cool book that gives an overview of the neanderthals. it's fun to read and I'm fascinated by the neanderthals. Too bad this book is kinda outdated, though. It's 1993. I have no idea why this book wasn't updated because it is the most popular and well-known book about the neanderthals and there has been good info after 1993 that can be included in a second version of the book. However, I can use the new discoveries in my paper to talk about some new findings and stuff... My native american class as usual sucks.. .that's ok, I just use it to write, read and play my gameboy.

I'm writing a really long fanfic right now about fire emblem... no one is going to read it because it is barely about fire emblem. It takes place in the FE world, but all the characters are made up. Maybe if I think it's good enough, I kinda want to see about publishing it. I'm only saying that because it's quite long and it may appeal to kids. So we'll see, but I do enjoy writing it. Basically, the short summary of it is this:

this group of 10 kids are able to escape their whole village being murdered by bandits who are sent to destroy them by this powerful nation(Bern which is a real FE nation- the biggest one). They survive and the leader of this group is a 17 year old girl named Saraleigh. The kids she leads are very strong because they were brought up by their parents with skills so they could help protect the village. Saraleigh makes it her mission to take out the evil bern empire. She joins forces with a bunch of villagers as well as the laguz(furries basically) to destroy the rulers of Bern and create a new nation of Bern that doesn't opress its people.

Fun stuff, yes.

So that's about it. Other than that, same old. i wanted to go to the gym today. *siiigh* I don't think I will... I don't think I will ever lose weight : (.

Comments

[majesticzaichik.livejournal.com]

heh. I don't think he minds too much about the pics, especially since i keep threatening to post the penis pics he sent me on here and haven't done that.

If you mean his accident, I think right now he's towing the car. I just really hope he gets a lot of money for this >_<.