Yay Chihiro!!

Yep, I dragged Alexis to see Spirited Away. w00t! Of course she loved it ^_-. Who can't not love it?! Um... there was absolutely NO ONE in the theater, so we kind of sprawled ourselves in the aisle and had fun XD. I almost cried towards the end ;__;. The part when Haku changed back to his human form and the two of them were floating in the sky while Chihiro told him his true name. I LOVE THAT MOVIE! XD.

I got a little excited , though 0_o. Somehow, I got very hyper and couldn't contain myself... so I had to start running around the theater. It's the only thing that helps sometimes, I have these sudden urges to RUN. At school, when I get like that, I start ... running on my bench XD. Hehe, sometimes my friends make fun of me, saying I'm "racing against myself" XD. It gets me attention. "You're losing to yourself, you better catch up!" hehe... I won't be able to do it for my whole life, might as well take advantage now.

What else... hmm... I'm supposed to call an intarnet frend. I hate calling people, really. I have absolutely NO idea why calling people for the first time is one of my greatest phobias. I feel kind bad though, if they were expecting my call >_<. I mean, it's not like I hate talking to people on the phone, but I just hate calling them XD. I... MUST... GET OVER MY PH33R SOMEHOW!

thatizall today, I think....

wow, I lied.

I can't fucking believe it. I'm pretty bored right now, so after going through a bunch of remixes/acoustical music, I decide to find old AIM conversations to read . SO, I FIND OUT THAT MY FATHER DELETED THEM ALL.

No, all but one. I have my only Titus one. I think the only reason THAT ONE got salvaged was because I didn't know how to save IMs at that time, and made it into a text document. But all my Teegee convos are gone and I am PISSED. No, first I was pissed then I got really almost (*#&^@)*&%@(_*^ cryey. Now I'm pissed again. @_(*@^@_(*^@_*^#)(*&$T$*&) % ASSHOLE #(@%&@)&(*%@)&%*@%&)*^_(*#(&)+$.

THE FUCKING THINGS WERE ONLY 200 KBS BIG, WTFFFFFFFF!!!!!!!!. I had about... less than 5 of them at 200 kbs. Let's put that together. 1000 kb, less than a fucking megabyte TO MAKE THE COMPUTER FASTER.

I hope he's fucking happy. Nope, the computer is no better off with those gone. Fuck I'm traumatized. Seriously. And I'm about to cry, so I don't know what to do. Obviously, not cry.

I'M GUNNA FUCKING CHEW HIM OUT WHEN I GET HOME.

Dammit, i'm never going to get my own computer. I have to put up with this shit forever. I bet if I think about all the important things in those convos my dad deleted, I will just fucking burst into tears.

David-san *JUST* called me. I feel much better... *sigh*. I'm clam now, but when my father gets home, I'll get all worked up again.