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Right after I was done writing this post... Matt calls me 0_o. He tells me that his grandmother on his dad's side he never knew about died and that his friend, Sam, would up in a mental institute because she was so suicidal. ;_;. Poor Yamatokun... I mean, he's been through so much, why does he have to go through more of this shit? ;_;. Suuu... he talked to me on the phone for a while and I told him he was brave and I admired him for dealing with the pain... I told him that eventually he would feel better and nothing worse could happen to him. He cried about 3 times with me on the phone and read me a letter he wrote about how suicidal he was 0_o. At that point, I was scared : (. So I told him I wanted to come over and visit him because I wanted to be there for him. Both our parents didn't agree to that at first, but i came anyway

Well, he was fine when I got to his house and I think he was most upset when he was on the phone with me. He was still stressed though so we went outside to hunt for cigarette butts for him to smoke because the smoking would make him feel better. Then he sat on my lap, huggled me, and then told me he loved me and was happy I was here with him . That made me feel very nice ^_^*. So i'm happy I made the trip over, even though I missed the new star trek.

For a while, we talked(not about anything serious really) and then spent time messing around with Dan. Dan and Yamatokun kept acting like retards ... Dan started it. He talked in this geek/ retard voice to me "If you sleep with me, I promise I'll only use my inhaler 8 times. Will you be my honey bunney?"

THEN, I started acting like a bigger dork by talking like Dan... just in Russian. I kept saying "Will you be my bunny" in Russian and they LOVED that ^_^*. They couldn't help but laugh at that 0_o. We messed around 'till it was time for me to go : (. Dan had me translate some stuff in russian. I did the best I could ... Well, Yamatokun seems to be okay. He told me to call him tomorrow... I will. I think he'll feel bettah then...

MATTA NE.

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