Personality DEFECTS
Apr. 25th, 2003 09:53 pm![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
zaichikarkyI think I have problems being sensitive, I really do. Maybe I think that just because I'm not a sensitive person, other people can take crap that I take and deal with. I guess some people can't though. It may not even be my fault. I'm just like that. Some people are sensitive, I'm not. I'm not at all. And I fail at it. ~_~.
See, I'm only sensitive when I'm depressed. Then, I get uber nice and try the HARDEST not to do ANYTHING AT ALL insensitive. *sigh*... I feel immensely guilty right now. I know I won't talk to IL for a while. What bothers me most is, I don't know how long -_-. I have said all I can, for now, so all I can do is wait. Wait until things change, I guess. I'm pretty patient and I can wait. But if too much time elapses, I'm afraid of what will happen ;_;.
The Unknown is a force that causes fear in many people.
Right now, I miss him horribly. Already. So I will wait... I guess I'll keep track of the time. Similar to how Alexis keeps track of the exact number of days, which turned into weeks and then months of how her and Ben had that er, experience ^_^*. But in my case, I can only hope the days don't turn into weeks and months ;_;. Because already I long, and it will only get worse
See, I'm only sensitive when I'm depressed. Then, I get uber nice and try the HARDEST not to do ANYTHING AT ALL insensitive. *sigh*... I feel immensely guilty right now. I know I won't talk to IL for a while. What bothers me most is, I don't know how long -_-. I have said all I can, for now, so all I can do is wait. Wait until things change, I guess. I'm pretty patient and I can wait. But if too much time elapses, I'm afraid of what will happen ;_;.
The Unknown is a force that causes fear in many people.
Right now, I miss him horribly. Already. So I will wait... I guess I'll keep track of the time. Similar to how Alexis keeps track of the exact number of days, which turned into weeks and then months of how her and Ben had that er, experience ^_^*. But in my case, I can only hope the days don't turn into weeks and months ;_;. Because already I long, and it will only get worse
