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Oct. 28th, 2010 05:28 pmThings have been pretty boring lately, but after that fiasco a month ago, boring is fine. A friend of mine told me I am schizophrenic but I don't think I am because while what happened does fit paranoid schizophrenia (which runs in my family, unfortunately), it was only one episode. I haven't heard any voices ever since and I've basically recovered from it. I still see my therapist every couple of weeks. I like talking to him. He's been helpful. He's kicked my ass into gear about working on my final project. It's halfway done now and I've done a ton of work in less than a week. I hope to get all of it written very soon. The problem now is getting my advisor to approve of the work and she's of course, taking her sweet time : (. I really was annoyed when I got stuck with this advisor.
Grandma is doing well, overall. She has put on 14 lbs which is great because she lost so much weight, is happier and likes her nursing home. I visit her every time I am in Santa Rosa. I spend about an hour or more there. Sometimes I make her do activities but usually I just end up taking her outside to get some fresh air. Once we went to a gospel group which she enjoyed. I liked singing the songs, even if I didn't know most of them. I did a great job on "Glory Glory Hallelujah" though XD. She is still very weak and tired so she doesn't have a lot of energy to do things. I enjoy spending time with her. We are all very happy we got her moved down here. She still doesn't really know where she is or what she's doing there, but other than that, she is very coherent. She took another spill the other day but managed not to really hurt herself badly, thankfully.
My trip to Florida has been rescheduled for the 17th of November. I'm happy and I'm really hoping nothing will prevent me from going this time. Going on a plane makes me nervous, so I am hoping that having my earplugs super accessible to me will help me feel at ease. The Deathly Hallows part one will be out when I'm there and I'm annoying Justin by having him take me to see it at least once. I'm so excited about this movie, but nothing will beat my excitement until the final movie , but I will be so upset with certain things, so hopefully I can handle that XD.
Work is very fun. Time always flies when I'm there : D. Nothing really to say about that. I like coming in Saturdays so I'm looking forward to this Saturday. I wish I could continue the job after I graduate, but hopefully if I end up getting this stupid final project approved, I can move on to bigger and better things. I really am hoping to land my first job somewhere in New York soon after I graduate, but there are way too many applicants and way few positions. Today I recieved a letter of confirmation from a job in NARA in San Bruno. There are *8* vacancies and I soooo qualify for this job! I really, really hope I can get an interview. I would be so excited to get an interview because
I've put on yet MORE weight... which sucks and I wanna go on a diet but I haaaate dieting so much!! I would go to the gym, but it seems like I may have caught an illness. Besides, even if I go to the gym, I have noticed that only being on some severe diet really affects me :|. Exercise does not.
I don't know how much of my time I can dedicate to idol this season. Every season there are just more and more entries to read and it's so time consuming to read them all. I try , though. I'm super excited about it and looking forward to the first prompt.
I finally bought some tights so I wanna go back to target and get some more skirts XD. I feel comfortable wearing skirts if I have tights and I have a new great pair of tights so this makes me happy. I will wear them to work and get more compliments :D. Target is also super cheap and that's good.
I haven't seen or talked to Jeferry in a while. He's pissed off at me for something dumb XD;. Hopefully he can come over soon. He was a good friend to me while I was going crazy several weeks ago, though he is clueless over what happened afterwards. Oh well.
That's about all I have to say. Sleeping is going very well. I would have slept over 10 hours tonight, but the neighbors love to put their really loud-ass music on at 10 am, so I can't really sleep after 10 am >_>. Time to go to target! I hope I can find something pretty and cheap there.
Grandma is doing well, overall. She has put on 14 lbs which is great because she lost so much weight, is happier and likes her nursing home. I visit her every time I am in Santa Rosa. I spend about an hour or more there. Sometimes I make her do activities but usually I just end up taking her outside to get some fresh air. Once we went to a gospel group which she enjoyed. I liked singing the songs, even if I didn't know most of them. I did a great job on "Glory Glory Hallelujah" though XD. She is still very weak and tired so she doesn't have a lot of energy to do things. I enjoy spending time with her. We are all very happy we got her moved down here. She still doesn't really know where she is or what she's doing there, but other than that, she is very coherent. She took another spill the other day but managed not to really hurt herself badly, thankfully.
My trip to Florida has been rescheduled for the 17th of November. I'm happy and I'm really hoping nothing will prevent me from going this time. Going on a plane makes me nervous, so I am hoping that having my earplugs super accessible to me will help me feel at ease. The Deathly Hallows part one will be out when I'm there and I'm annoying Justin by having him take me to see it at least once. I'm so excited about this movie, but nothing will beat my excitement until the final movie , but I will be so upset with certain things, so hopefully I can handle that XD.
Work is very fun. Time always flies when I'm there : D. Nothing really to say about that. I like coming in Saturdays so I'm looking forward to this Saturday. I wish I could continue the job after I graduate, but hopefully if I end up getting this stupid final project approved, I can move on to bigger and better things. I really am hoping to land my first job somewhere in New York soon after I graduate, but there are way too many applicants and way few positions. Today I recieved a letter of confirmation from a job in NARA in San Bruno. There are *8* vacancies and I soooo qualify for this job! I really, really hope I can get an interview. I would be so excited to get an interview because
I've put on yet MORE weight... which sucks and I wanna go on a diet but I haaaate dieting so much!! I would go to the gym, but it seems like I may have caught an illness. Besides, even if I go to the gym, I have noticed that only being on some severe diet really affects me :|. Exercise does not.
I don't know how much of my time I can dedicate to idol this season. Every season there are just more and more entries to read and it's so time consuming to read them all. I try , though. I'm super excited about it and looking forward to the first prompt.
I finally bought some tights so I wanna go back to target and get some more skirts XD. I feel comfortable wearing skirts if I have tights and I have a new great pair of tights so this makes me happy. I will wear them to work and get more compliments :D. Target is also super cheap and that's good.
I haven't seen or talked to Jeferry in a while. He's pissed off at me for something dumb XD;. Hopefully he can come over soon. He was a good friend to me while I was going crazy several weeks ago, though he is clueless over what happened afterwards. Oh well.
That's about all I have to say. Sleeping is going very well. I would have slept over 10 hours tonight, but the neighbors love to put their really loud-ass music on at 10 am, so I can't really sleep after 10 am >_>. Time to go to target! I hope I can find something pretty and cheap there.
