star trek queer theory.

A couple nights ago... or maybe it was last night ^_^**... I'm really tired ok! Stephan was telling me yet another experince from his Star Trek Queer Theory class. Yes, joelmanaussie The hippies at this school really did create it. I honestly wish I had taken it last year because it was some student lead seminar and it might not exist anymore but NEXT YEAR... I'll look around for it, I guess.

Anyway, so first he told me about some porno he saw in it. Apparently the borg are tied in with latex body suits... so the class watched a porno with it and compared it to the borg.

But this gets even better.

So they had to write a slash fiction. They basically had to chose a character and make him ghey which was how it seemed. Stephan chose Wesley Crusher cause he had no reason to be on the show and was a pointless character. I could not stop laughing.

I have no idea who I would chose. If I wanted it to be serious, I'd definitely go Janeway X 7 ALL THE WAY. But if not... RikerX Picard. It's so fucked up, I may even do it, dammit. And totally post it on fanfiction.net and see the response it gets. Oh gawd I abuse my creative talents. I swear.

*diez*

blaaa. ranty.

My new hair is cute. Like, almost too cute. Like I've just gone down to the level of a little 15 yr old again 0_o. Especially when I put it up. I dunno if I like this. Justin thinks I'm adorable, only cause I'm his gf, but JAPANESE PEOPLE. Jeezus. Ishibashi-sensei today like like(in Japanese) Lisa-san! What a cute new hairstyle! Ok, when I'm around guys, I really need to lay off it. Also, in language table, I was saying how pretty my mother is and how random people always comment about what a lovely voice she has(it's quite speshul), if they only knew when they were being yelled at!

My mother is a VERY tempermental person. It's improved lately because she's been getting older, but she had a tough childhood and sometimes when stuff rubs her the wrong way, she will still go beserk by taking it out on me or dad ^_^*. But a couple years ago, I decided to stop taking that shit and just ignore it, dad still takes it seriously, though. Apparently according to numeroloy, or astrology, or faceology, palm-reading, or whatever mom's latest fad was at the time, my dad's most important thing in his life is his marriage. Well, I'd agree with that one... And she said that mine is work.. I think... maybe I'll get her to look it up cause I kinda wanna know. I'm still worried about what she said when I was a teen... before even tg, and still continues to say today.

"You're going to have a very serious relationship or marriage very young, and then will have the long-lasting one in your late 30s". Eh, this worries me because I have Justin right now and I want him to be forever at this stage in my life :|, and I'm only 19. I sometimes think about what would ever cause us to break up if we would, and only right now minor things come to mind... I don't know ;__;. But I'm not worrying too much right now... >_<. I just don't want it to be right.

But anyway, back to cuteness. My japanese host family thought I was just adorable for some reason. When I'm around people I feeel comfortable with, like my Japanese class, I tend to be more bubbly and silly... I like to amuse people.... especially a large audience XD. I only in the past, have done this in various Japanese classes cause I'm not hated in them XD. Other classes, when I speak up, think I'm either too nerdy, or to annoying :|, so I learned not to talk in them much, but I love my Japanese class and I wanna pass so I can move ahead next quarter which will be even more awsome. Japanese 3 was kinda tough for me cause I ran out of knowledge from tankidaigaku(community college) Japanese. I tried hard in Japanese 4 and that was the most awsome class. Now I'm trying hard(er) again for Japanese 6, and now I don't hate it so much : ). I never hated the class, just being there and how class was going last quarter. I tend not to pay attention when I'm really bored. I sometimes have a short attention span...

Anyway... time to look at teh house. yey.