chibbilizar one more time.

I was going through my old geoshitties account looking for the pic of TG-nya I drew over a year ago so I can post it here and show how much I suck at drawing, but then realized that would be stupid anyway because I know I already suck, but the pic I drew of TG-nya is my favorite pic i ever drew anyway but it still really sucks XD.Let's just keep it on geoshitties forever XD. I do wish I have the motivation to continue drawing cat furries because it's the only thing that I honestly think I draw that isn't terrible, but I'm lazy and I suck, and I have no motivation to keep practicing. It's so nice when people are already talented to begin with , or maybe even are TERRIBLE at art to begin with, but over the years they just keep practicing and becoming so much better. Probably my favorite artist is carlitwo. No, it's not because I see her improving or anything, I'm sure she DOES because she's so awsome, but I just ADORE her art style. I'm sure that if she wanted to, she could have an extremely successful webcomic or even go further than that

But I guess I just want to mention my friend windie. When I first met her, she was like 12 or 13. She was bad at art XD;. Not even bad, I guess, but kinda where I am right now, not terrible, but also not great. But unlike me who's essensially stayed at the same level in the last 5 years, she has gotten to be so much better! It's so fun to compare her art from when she was 13 to today! I mean now she's so talented and detail-oriented and her art is just so nice to look at. Also, my friend Koop. He got a degree in 3d design. Man, it's soooo freaky comparing his work from about 3-4 years ago to what he does today. Since he specialized in 3d design, he primarily draws 3d models. He used to draw Team Rocket in 3d. I thought that it was terrible and so damn ugly, to be honest ^_^*. But now when you look at all the anime characters and nintendo characters he's done in 3d, you'll be so impressed! It just looks so great! It just shows how far practice and determination gets you. I wish I had that when it comes to art, because the only subject I've really ever shown that for is my studies of Japanese, but hey it's something, right? XD. It is impressive to speak Japanese as it is impressive to be a good artist. Both take talent. I can honestly say that some people are more talented than others at learning foreign languages. I don't know if I'm talented or not, though... on one hand, my speaking skills are at the top of my class, on the other hand, I'm by far the very worst student in class because everyone does so well while I keep failing every test. I think I'm talented, but I am a lot more talented orally rather than written Japanese... Uh ANYWAY, back to Koop. He just told me he has some new job learning flash animation and the goverment is paying him for it. I'm so proud of him ^_^. Ever since he graduated, he's been jobless(I think that's by his accord), but I still think that it is so nice to end up making money doing what you studied in college. I don't know if I can ever be a translator like I want to be, but hey, who knows : ).

I think I failed another language change assignment. It sucks because I spent 2 hours doing it when I probably failed while most others probably spent no more than 15 minutes on it and they probably will get an excellent grade on it. Good news is that i got a perfect score on the last quiz , though... Quizzes are less important than hw, though. And I have a test on tuesday. I'm so worried I'm going to fail ;____;. I really like the class, I just tend to suck at linguistic classes, actually all classes right now ;___;. *cries*.

Oh right, I love this picture of me: http://img.photobucket.com/albums/v326/MajesticArcanine/chibilizar9.jpg . I ran into it again while I was at geoshitties. This was when I went to Hawaii, I was 11. I just like my expression XD. I remember my mom really liking that huge black man and wanting a picture with him, then dragging me into it. The big guy has his arm on me and I'm like "eh, this big guy is freaking me out". I don't know why I find that pic funny, if it was today, I would be all over that big black man because he's so damn hot XDXD. I'm sorry, but I find HUGE blackmen with big muscles to be so attractive XD. I need to find this pic of me and mom when we went on this cruise. She's totally all over this pirate who looks a lot like Captain Jack Sparrow XD. Originally, he was taking pics with everyone so that he pointed his fake knife at people's throats or something, but my mom didn't want that. She just slung his arm over her and was all like "OMG HAWT PIRATE YE GET OVER HERE ARRR I WILL HAVE YOU RIGHT NOW." I love that picture XD. I was like 12 or 13... I need to find it again at home XD.

Isn't it true when you start to get over a cold and feel better, you're generally supposed to KEEP FEELING BETTER? Well not me apparently, I feel much worse now after I was getting better. It's probably because I have been sleeping terribly lately >_<. I need naptime ;___;. stupid early classes. *DIEZ*.

K, that's all :D.