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My roomate just got a new TV. Her DVD player is hooked up. This means one thing. Her friends will be over here more often. more often than usual. And that really sucks -_-. There are about5 of them in here, including that guy that spent the night. He is annoying. Only because he won't leave 0_o.

The bus ride was good, met Stephan and a Japanese exchange student... she will be my tutor next quarter, I hope. not much else to say. The situation with the roomate and the tv is upsetting. So is TG and his non-onlineness so we can't discuss wtf I'm supposed to do in two weeks. *shrugs* It is typical though, I think. heh.

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Hm. Someone doesn’t want me to watch anime right now. Packed up all my shit again and headed to the library when I realized that my anime was in another location -_-. I have this word processor though, and my lyrics. I’m pretty pissed. Don’t exactly know why. Yeah, I’m a spoiled only child I get pissed when I don’t get things my way, I get pissed when people don’t do what I’d like them to. But the flip side to the latter is that I’d never tell them what I want them to exactly do… I *imply* it and leave the rest for them to figure out. If they don’t figure it out, I get pissed. I think I might be pissed at titus because either he didn’t figure out my implication, or he didn’t feel like doing anything about it. But it’s ok, I won’t be pissed for long. Just right now… and it won’t last much longer. Perhaps. I think writing may be helping though. I like to write… it’s just that ever since my team rocket fanficion days, I never got a good excuse too. I guess my LJ entries kinda took over my fan fictions… good thing they did 0_o. In a way I wish I’d continued writing fanfics… but I didn’t and right now, I want to write creative things… not bending to the whims of rocket shippers… I want to write some interesting short stories… like that one time I wrote the one with only dialogue. But my readers will only be limited to my LJ friends… and I like when people read shit that I liked to write… I don’t even care if they hate it XD. So long as they tell me why it sucked ass.

I feel kinda lonely : (. I want to hang out with people, but no one wants to, or is not there. I bet Sean would have wanted to… but he wasn’t around ~_~. I wanted to play video games with ChrisP but he lives too far away for me to bother right now… I don’t really feel like watching anime. I guess I just wanted to socialize or something, but couldn’t find anyone, so as usual I went off on my OWN to socialize XD. Usually I’m fine with it, I’m used to it already, but there are some days when I feel lonely because I look at everyone one else and they all have friends… I do not. I mean, I have acquaintances, but no one I could call a “friend”. It’s not really that I don’t want to make friends… I just don’t want to put a big effort into it -_-. Someday a friend will come to *me*. And then we can be friends. I refuse to do this like in HS though, back then I made friends by clinging on to people from class whom I’d liked and inviting them to have lunch with me… you just can’t do that in college 0_o. and I will not cling on to anyone anymore… I’ll just be. I’ll just socialize by myself until I can decide whom I’d want to socialize with. *is tired* -_-. And that guy won’t leave for a long time, methinks *sigh*. And when I get back into my room in the next few minutes, I’m willing to bet that all of her friends came back. SO it will be back to that guy AND all her friends. -_-. Gawd.