gah

There are times when I get really nostalgic about what Yamato and I had, what good friends we had been, and how I decided to, now long ago, to not forgive him and be friends again. I think about how I liked being with him late during my 10th grade year... That was when we first became friends. I guess I hadn't known him very well then, because I thought very highly of him. I ignored all the people who told me he was extremely annoying, and though nothing bad of him. I think he was always the same, except he "behaived" during that early part of our friendship.

I remember one particular instance really well. He was my sole digimon buddy back then, I always talked about digimon with him, and Megchan's too... I remember when she first posted "SLASH!" up on her mailing list. This was great excitement. I had listened to it once, and *somehow* didn't like it. The next day Yamato encouraged me to listen to it again and I fell in love 0_o. To this day, it's one of my favoroite digimon songs. Whenever I listen to it, it's like one of my heart strings twitches because I attribute it to Yamato and he's no longer in my life.

I still do miss him sometimes. But these instances always reiterate the same idea: splitting apart from him was for the better