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zaichikarky) wrote2003-08-22 03:34 pm
zaichikarky) wrote2003-08-22 03:34 pm
Entry tags:
Insanity
it has been a fucking insane couple of hours, I swear. FIRST, my "luvar" and his OTHER significant other were at it and I was just so close from messanging her and cussing her out -_-. It has come to my attention what is happening between the *three* of us, and I intend to solve it, in a way they don't know, since it's different from my last version. So let's see if I can even go through with it tonight *sigh*.
Then someone ELSE and I had a fight because she was pissed I was "analyzing her relationship" and apparently I don't have a right to do that. Then she decides to make fun of me by telling her luvar all about this which REALLY pisses me off, because not only is she poking fun at a serious subject, but I am still upset right now. Which moves me along to my next point
Today, about half an hour ago, a Russian lady calls for my mom. I thought it was one of my mom's Russian friends and I told her she was at work and it was a little hard to call there. Then I find out that she is an old family friend from Novato and her husband just died. Her husband, Sergei, was my mom's boss, and one of her good friends. It's a big deal for my mom, because she doesn't have very many friends ~_~. I haven't hear from them in a while, because Sergei's healf was slowly deteriorating... he had heart problems. So now she's dead and he's barely 50 ~_~. I had only met them a few times, but I liked him ;_;. I won't cry... but the chocked up tears still remain, I think.
I just hope this won't ruin her time in NY. All I can do right now is clean the house reaaaaal good, this will make her happy.... *starts doing so now*
Then someone ELSE and I had a fight because she was pissed I was "analyzing her relationship" and apparently I don't have a right to do that. Then she decides to make fun of me by telling her luvar all about this which REALLY pisses me off, because not only is she poking fun at a serious subject, but I am still upset right now. Which moves me along to my next point
Today, about half an hour ago, a Russian lady calls for my mom. I thought it was one of my mom's Russian friends and I told her she was at work and it was a little hard to call there. Then I find out that she is an old family friend from Novato and her husband just died. Her husband, Sergei, was my mom's boss, and one of her good friends. It's a big deal for my mom, because she doesn't have very many friends ~_~. I haven't hear from them in a while, because Sergei's healf was slowly deteriorating... he had heart problems. So now she's dead and he's barely 50 ~_~. I had only met them a few times, but I liked him ;_;. I won't cry... but the chocked up tears still remain, I think.
I just hope this won't ruin her time in NY. All I can do right now is clean the house reaaaaal good, this will make her happy.... *starts doing so now*