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zaichikarky ([personal profile] zaichikarky) wrote2003-04-25 10:54 pm

There are time when I really miss Ramble Land

Hmm... it's been over half a year since I closed it, sometimes I miss my old friends. The only ones I really know what's happening with nowdays is Dyani and Windie. I decided to close Ramble Land down because no one really seemed to have an interest in it other than me, I was clinging to something that had long-since died. Hmm... I miss Tiff a lot sometimes ;_;. I wish I was still in contact with her. Jaymie and Meerey too...

Ramble Land was my first message board, it got me into messageboaring in general when I was still *13*, and I'll never forget the original. I wish coolboard didn't shut down ~_~. Coolboard was so primitive, so plain compared to easyboard, but it was still wonderful... Shads and I ruled the joint, but never had to exersise our power. I miss Shads. Even though she's still around, I miss my 13- 14 year old perception of her as a wonderful friend and role-model. I miss a lot of things about those days. Those days from 13-15 years old when I was obsessed with ramble land and pokemon... nothing else, just those two things ate up my time 0_o.

Now, I don't know what I'm really doing. I feel out of place, because TRHQ had never felt like my "online home". Even though I have friends there now, it's like... I don't belong. If my closest internet friends ever leave, I will know I absolutely have no purpose with this identity anymore and I will simply have to leave and create a new "online life". This can be done, but I'm hesitant, only because I will miss a few select people greatly. Hmm... Right now, TRHQ really feels like ramble land XD. No one is really posting much of anything interesting. So what am I going to do if that ever closes ? 0_o.

I have a lot to ramble about XD. It's so amusing how written rambling interests me so much, but spoken rambling irritates me 0_O. Hmm... I AM TEH WEERDO.

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