zaichikarky | (no subject)

man the latest batfch of internetdrama that i have inspired is by FAR one of the best. Also, I'd rather not post it in here because it could get worse, and in a few hours, my posts will be deleted and THAT alternate account banned :p. I mean jeez. I decided to confront someone about stalking my lj. About a year ago, this person said they would. I think to some degree they still do. Since I refuse to censor myself unless I'm talking shit about certain people(not only this person) , I told them in my usually "pleasant" way that they are to stop doing this. This turned into me having a discussion with another person about why I am a bitch to them. I apologized to THIS person several times, including writing them an apology IM. So they can either understand the situation or hate me more than they already do.

Some people have fucked me over, through time. Listen people, I'm a vindictive bitch. Try not to fuck me over too badly, ok? You can abandon me and I will not think too poorly of you. BUT if you fuck with me, like this person has so much over the years, I tend to get vindictive and score below the belt. I don't feel sorry about it either. And right now, I feel guilty that i'm being so vindictive. I feel special though, they posted a very funny flame about me in their lj XD. And they called my boyfriend a loser or something. WTF does Justin have anything to do with this? He is seriously THE most kindest men I have ever met. And that is saying a lot. He goes out of his way NOT to offend anyone. So, by insulting him randomly, it just proves what an asshole this person is. At the same time, I don't blame him at all. He has mental problems. He wanted me to 'acnowledge' these mental problems for the longest time and we'd get into these huge fights about me not. I still don't XD.

I find it a sure sign that I'm maturing that probably 4 of you at most who read this know right now who the fuck I am talking about.

I'm glad I'm such a strong individual. Nope, I'm not proud of being vindictive, or a bitch. I'll stop being a megabitch soon. Takes due time. I've been really depressed for a few weeks. And hell no, that ain't the complete reason all this internet drama is happening.

In other news, I'm missing my first class today because I wanted to actually sleep more than 5 hours for once and contacting shelters. I think some food has been eaten that I put outside. I am not sure, though. and randomly I hear these really aggressive catyowls... whenever i hear this, i go outside and wander about a bit, looking for him, but no luck yet. It's only been a few days. I'm hopeful that he hasn't gotten hit by a car yet.

I will rant about American Idol soon <3.

BTW, if you read this Chaos, you were right, the guys were a lot more memorable. But my view still stands that some of the girls were awsome too! Just not the white girls. Adorable, sassy, vocally-skilled blackgirls this season all the way~.

I am baised though. EVERY SEASON my female favorite is a black singer. Just happens to be how much I love them and find them so much better than the whitegirls.

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I think you liked it better in HS when what I'd do is just not talk to ANYONE. XD.

it's the bi-polar thing XD. I know I have it, just not severely. heh. I think I used to have it severely in HS. jezus.

*walks by, singing*

"...Soy un perdedor-
I’m a loser baby, so why don’t you kill me?..."

(Uruhara icon for Beck-likeness)

The guys were better than the girls, but I'm still not particularly crazy about ANY of them. It always goes like this for me, it seems to be only every other season that I have someone that I really like.