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zaichikarkyMight leave things unsaid -_-. *doesn't like it when that happens* Today I planned a rambling about my friend Scoggy and a story that my grandmother just told me.. something she recently saw on a Russian talk show.
Anyway, my friend Scoggy... yesh. Well, I've known him since he was in 9th grade. I was in 11th grade when I met him, and back then I still had the policy of "adopting" freshmen. I adopted him along with a few others that year. Out of all the classes in HS, I liked Freshmen the best. They were cute, pretty naive and in a way... looked up to me. Scoggy was such a case. When I met him in 9th grade he was at least a foot shorter than me, uberly cute, very hyper(sometimes nearing MY level as a freshmen), and pretty annoying sometimes as well. Now he's in 11th grade and is making friends with Freshmen. He keeps telling me how much I'd like the Freshmen this year in band. He's probably right. I went to band practice early on in the year. *ALREADY* found osme really cute freshmens ! Technically, I'm supposed ot be in 12th grade right now... my parents kinda sent me to school early, heh. There are times when I really regret it... But anyway, *essentially* I watched Scoggy grow up.
Right now, he's not as annoying as he used to be(and generally he wasn't that obnoxious... I was more obnoxious than him when I was a freshman XD), he's really matured a lot, methinks... also he's gotten TALLER. RARG. Yet he'd never catch up with me anyway : ). He's still cute though, not that I have ever had a crush on him XD, and is kind and considerate... especially when someone he cares about is pissed. Scoggy, when understanding someone is in distress always does his very very best to cheer the person up, almost annoyingly so. A lot of the time... I didn't want to tell him what was bothering me... but he *always* managed to pester it out of me... and when he did, he supported me and gave me more confidence to deal with the problem.
I always liked being with Scoggy alone. Because alone, when no one was around to bother us, we acted kinda... naturally. When we both didn't have this image to maintain. I used to sometimes walk home with him after school. We'd play in the sand and talk for hours... I kinda didn't want to after Adrienne started wanted to do it with us. Not that I didn't like her presence, but it was because it was different and I was too depressed to do anything about it anyway XD. I regret that I didn't become as good friends with Scoggy as Aubrey did. This is how that story goes.
After I "adopted" Scoggy as my Freshman , soon I began to notice that he liked Aubrey better. At first I was fiercely jealous of it... became bitchy with Scoggy when I knew he prefered to hang out with her more, but after a few weeks I accepted it and moved on. In a way, I was a whole lot more envious with Aubrey's relationship with Scoggy because I had always been *Aubrey's* freshman and here Aubrey was always with another freshman that spent a whole lot of more time with her. Eventually I realized that I was still her favorite, or not, I accepted it. And by the second half of that year I managed to alienate myself from Scoggy... The next year it changed.
Aubrey was gone and Scoggy was a bit depressed. When band first started uring 12th grade I was bit lost. It was different... Aubrey wasn't there. I missed her terribly and I thought I had no one since Aubrey was my companion for the 3 years... Scoggy noticed I was glum and one day when I missed her more than usual, he wanted to talk. I just said to him simply " I miss Aubrey." And he replied with "I know. I miss Aubrey too." *still remembers that exact moment*. Then... we *kinda* reconnected again, if you can call it that. I realized he was lonely and didn't have anyone to hang out with whom he'd liked since Aubrey-tachi was now gone. So after that, he'd hang out with me. Too bad he hated half of my "companions" hell, I hated them too XD. Most of them weren't even my friends, someone had just invited them and they'd stuck around 0_o. Anyway, Scoggy and I kinda reconnected until Adrienne came along XD. Same thing happened that happened with Aubrey. That time I didn't care because yeah, I was depressed half of the year, and I didn't feel like dealing with it.
I thought Adrienne and Scoggy connected better than me. That was never the case, now that I think about it. The case was that Adrinne is an attention whore when it comes to boys XD. And at that point, I was too old to act like that, heh. I felt alienated with their relationship, but didn't care too much, at least didn't show it because it's not like *I* would make a huge deal about it. But I still stuck to the moments I had with Scoggy when we were alone and we were talking... Scoggy is good to talk to when you have a problem. He will listen to you... and occationally when he wormed the problem out of me... I felt better talking to him. I still miss band with him. I almost cried when I said goodbye to him during band. During 12th grade when I was depressed half of the school year, band was my fondest memory, and Scoggy(perhaps along with .hack//sign discussions with Brandon) was the best part of it.
I still miss scoggy. I will no longer be able to watch him grow up. I remember when he was a freshman. I have noticed how he's grown. I can't wait until he finds a girlfriend... heh, aubrey's mom and I were talking about it, he would make a really really good boyfriend to someone lucky some day. I visited him today and glomped him. I never did that when I knew him because well, it was a trademark of Adrienne and I thought it was stupid and inappropriate. If I see him again, he'll get glomped... occational glomps are good, imo.
Heh, now all I have to do is meet Nyar XD. See what's been happening with him XD. Nyar is an even MORE interesting case because him, I have known since I was 13 and he was 12... heh. Perhaps someday I will surprise him with a phonecall. Heh, perhaps.
I was going to talk about this movie Jeferry and I saw about a feminazi, but it can wait.
Anyway, my friend Scoggy... yesh. Well, I've known him since he was in 9th grade. I was in 11th grade when I met him, and back then I still had the policy of "adopting" freshmen. I adopted him along with a few others that year. Out of all the classes in HS, I liked Freshmen the best. They were cute, pretty naive and in a way... looked up to me. Scoggy was such a case. When I met him in 9th grade he was at least a foot shorter than me, uberly cute, very hyper(sometimes nearing MY level as a freshmen), and pretty annoying sometimes as well. Now he's in 11th grade and is making friends with Freshmen. He keeps telling me how much I'd like the Freshmen this year in band. He's probably right. I went to band practice early on in the year. *ALREADY* found osme really cute freshmens ! Technically, I'm supposed ot be in 12th grade right now... my parents kinda sent me to school early, heh. There are times when I really regret it... But anyway, *essentially* I watched Scoggy grow up.
Right now, he's not as annoying as he used to be(and generally he wasn't that obnoxious... I was more obnoxious than him when I was a freshman XD), he's really matured a lot, methinks... also he's gotten TALLER. RARG. Yet he'd never catch up with me anyway : ). He's still cute though, not that I have ever had a crush on him XD, and is kind and considerate... especially when someone he cares about is pissed. Scoggy, when understanding someone is in distress always does his very very best to cheer the person up, almost annoyingly so. A lot of the time... I didn't want to tell him what was bothering me... but he *always* managed to pester it out of me... and when he did, he supported me and gave me more confidence to deal with the problem.
I always liked being with Scoggy alone. Because alone, when no one was around to bother us, we acted kinda... naturally. When we both didn't have this image to maintain. I used to sometimes walk home with him after school. We'd play in the sand and talk for hours... I kinda didn't want to after Adrienne started wanted to do it with us. Not that I didn't like her presence, but it was because it was different and I was too depressed to do anything about it anyway XD. I regret that I didn't become as good friends with Scoggy as Aubrey did. This is how that story goes.
After I "adopted" Scoggy as my Freshman , soon I began to notice that he liked Aubrey better. At first I was fiercely jealous of it... became bitchy with Scoggy when I knew he prefered to hang out with her more, but after a few weeks I accepted it and moved on. In a way, I was a whole lot more envious with Aubrey's relationship with Scoggy because I had always been *Aubrey's* freshman and here Aubrey was always with another freshman that spent a whole lot of more time with her. Eventually I realized that I was still her favorite, or not, I accepted it. And by the second half of that year I managed to alienate myself from Scoggy... The next year it changed.
Aubrey was gone and Scoggy was a bit depressed. When band first started uring 12th grade I was bit lost. It was different... Aubrey wasn't there. I missed her terribly and I thought I had no one since Aubrey was my companion for the 3 years... Scoggy noticed I was glum and one day when I missed her more than usual, he wanted to talk. I just said to him simply " I miss Aubrey." And he replied with "I know. I miss Aubrey too." *still remembers that exact moment*. Then... we *kinda* reconnected again, if you can call it that. I realized he was lonely and didn't have anyone to hang out with whom he'd liked since Aubrey-tachi was now gone. So after that, he'd hang out with me. Too bad he hated half of my "companions" hell, I hated them too XD. Most of them weren't even my friends, someone had just invited them and they'd stuck around 0_o. Anyway, Scoggy and I kinda reconnected until Adrienne came along XD. Same thing happened that happened with Aubrey. That time I didn't care because yeah, I was depressed half of the year, and I didn't feel like dealing with it.
I thought Adrienne and Scoggy connected better than me. That was never the case, now that I think about it. The case was that Adrinne is an attention whore when it comes to boys XD. And at that point, I was too old to act like that, heh. I felt alienated with their relationship, but didn't care too much, at least didn't show it because it's not like *I* would make a huge deal about it. But I still stuck to the moments I had with Scoggy when we were alone and we were talking... Scoggy is good to talk to when you have a problem. He will listen to you... and occationally when he wormed the problem out of me... I felt better talking to him. I still miss band with him. I almost cried when I said goodbye to him during band. During 12th grade when I was depressed half of the school year, band was my fondest memory, and Scoggy(perhaps along with .hack//sign discussions with Brandon) was the best part of it.
I still miss scoggy. I will no longer be able to watch him grow up. I remember when he was a freshman. I have noticed how he's grown. I can't wait until he finds a girlfriend... heh, aubrey's mom and I were talking about it, he would make a really really good boyfriend to someone lucky some day. I visited him today and glomped him. I never did that when I knew him because well, it was a trademark of Adrienne and I thought it was stupid and inappropriate. If I see him again, he'll get glomped... occational glomps are good, imo.
Heh, now all I have to do is meet Nyar XD. See what's been happening with him XD. Nyar is an even MORE interesting case because him, I have known since I was 13 and he was 12... heh. Perhaps someday I will surprise him with a phonecall. Heh, perhaps.
I was going to talk about this movie Jeferry and I saw about a feminazi, but it can wait.
