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[zaichikarky]

I've had this urinary/bladder infection off and on for a week now. I'm tired of it, just when I think it's gone it comes back. It's fucking annoying when you feel like you constantly have to pee and when you do, it burns as hell. This isn't the first time it's happened, before it lasted for a few hours then I'd be ok. It's been a week now I'm scared it'll never go away. I think I need to see a doctor, it hurts -_-. Then I'm afraid that they'll tell me to see a gynocologist and I really don't want to see one of those.

I wish I were a guy.

Before this happened again, though, I went to anime club and hung out with anime people for the whole day, it was nice, they invited me to do stuff with them and before that, 5 of them came to game with me. *feels shitty now though* : (. There is no one who I want to talk to , because I don't feel comfortable whining to any of them. yesterday, Koji listened to my whining for a while, I don't really want to do it today. He is a very good listener. Few people have such skills, he is one of them.