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zaichikarky) wrote2003-04-16 10:14 pm
zaichikarky) wrote2003-04-16 10:14 pm
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Rant of day!
Well, today's isn't that bad.
Sukotto(formerly Altosaxie freshman/Brandon) was telling me today about recent home problems... I found out he had to spend HOURS afterschool because his dad wasn't letting him do baseball(which he is the coach of) and there was that band concert...
So I offered to let him come over after school and hang out.
WE...
played nintendo. Just Smash brothers. I think he didn't like it that I was better than him XD. Then we watched mononoke...
But the *highlight* was the wrestling. We WRESTLED A WHOLE LOT. It was so fun. We kept wrestling and wrestling over the couch pillows and the "sacred spot". XD. I got so tired after a while! It was just like me and Yamato ;______;. I loved wrestling with Yamato, but in his case, it was mainly about perversion XD, AKA, him trying to grab my boobies/ touch my er... me trying to grab his nipples...
With sukotto... we just tickled each other LOTS and wrestled XD.
Someday, I hope I can get a boyfriend who will wrestle with me ;_;. Hehe... I like to dominate though. Could explain why I am physically attracted to males much skinnier and shorter than I. I like to know that they can't win the wresting because I'm bigger than them XD. Hehe... that was the case today. Sukotto COULDN'T get me to move, no matter how hard he tried : ). I RETAINED MY SPOT. He's adorable, really. Freshmen are really cute. Can be ANNOYING AS HELL, but cute. He knows my limits. He knows when to stop with me, that's all I really care about. When he pushes his annoyingness on me too much, he understands.
Anyway... I kept thinking about how I wanted a little brother all my life ;_;. When I hang out with younger boys(I've always done that...), I realize it more. It's like.. "MOM, COULD YOU HAVE GOTTEN ONE LESS ABORTION?!"
Oh, I had my last spring concert in school . I did my solo, it went well... Um... it doesn't feel like the end. *sigh*.
I WILL HAVE AN EVENTFUL SPRING BREAK! I have events scheduled on almost all days. And these are small day-time events... I CAN'T WAIT. I just have to hold out until then... AHH! I CAN DO IT, REALLY! ^_^*. Hehe... right now, I should be reading my damn englsih book. *sigh*. I need to. I'm worried.
Life can be nice... it really can. I just need to cling to those nice moments in the best way I can.
~~~~~~~~~~
QUOTE 'O .. MOMENT
"Why... why do you use other lifeforms for your recreation?"
-Jean Luc Picard to Q
*next rant: HOPEFULLY either... ignoring Arky OR Star Trek*
Ohh... the ignoring Arky one would be good today... >__<. TOMORROW!
Sukotto(formerly Altosaxie freshman/Brandon) was telling me today about recent home problems... I found out he had to spend HOURS afterschool because his dad wasn't letting him do baseball(which he is the coach of) and there was that band concert...
So I offered to let him come over after school and hang out.
WE...
played nintendo. Just Smash brothers. I think he didn't like it that I was better than him XD. Then we watched mononoke...
But the *highlight* was the wrestling. We WRESTLED A WHOLE LOT. It was so fun. We kept wrestling and wrestling over the couch pillows and the "sacred spot". XD. I got so tired after a while! It was just like me and Yamato ;______;. I loved wrestling with Yamato, but in his case, it was mainly about perversion XD, AKA, him trying to grab my boobies/ touch my er... me trying to grab his nipples...
With sukotto... we just tickled each other LOTS and wrestled XD.
Someday, I hope I can get a boyfriend who will wrestle with me ;_;. Hehe... I like to dominate though. Could explain why I am physically attracted to males much skinnier and shorter than I. I like to know that they can't win the wresting because I'm bigger than them XD. Hehe... that was the case today. Sukotto COULDN'T get me to move, no matter how hard he tried : ). I RETAINED MY SPOT. He's adorable, really. Freshmen are really cute. Can be ANNOYING AS HELL, but cute. He knows my limits. He knows when to stop with me, that's all I really care about. When he pushes his annoyingness on me too much, he understands.
Anyway... I kept thinking about how I wanted a little brother all my life ;_;. When I hang out with younger boys(I've always done that...), I realize it more. It's like.. "MOM, COULD YOU HAVE GOTTEN ONE LESS ABORTION?!"
Oh, I had my last spring concert in school . I did my solo, it went well... Um... it doesn't feel like the end. *sigh*.
I WILL HAVE AN EVENTFUL SPRING BREAK! I have events scheduled on almost all days. And these are small day-time events... I CAN'T WAIT. I just have to hold out until then... AHH! I CAN DO IT, REALLY! ^_^*. Hehe... right now, I should be reading my damn englsih book. *sigh*. I need to. I'm worried.
Life can be nice... it really can. I just need to cling to those nice moments in the best way I can.
~~~~~~~~~~
QUOTE 'O .. MOMENT
"Why... why do you use other lifeforms for your recreation?"
-Jean Luc Picard to Q
*next rant: HOPEFULLY either... ignoring Arky OR Star Trek*
Ohh... the ignoring Arky one would be good today... >__<. TOMORROW!