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zaichikarky ([personal profile] zaichikarky) wrote2002-10-20 11:11 pm
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Duane

Nothing I did today was worth talking over, so I shall write a lengthy message about my lover Duane.

I don't think I could *ever* forget Duane, but I shall describe him anyway... His name is pronounced "Dwane" ^_^*, but I think it's spelled Duane ^_^*.

Hmm... it all started last year, I think. When I was in 10th grade, I noticed him and thought he was strange, but didn't talk to him much, even though he always was around my little dorky clique...

In 11th grade, I STARTED paying attention to him ^_^*. Duane has some sort of psychological problem 0__o. Bitchita said it was because he was a "crack baby", and I guess I belive her because I don't know enough about abnormal psychology to know what is wrong with him. He is REALLY paranoid and doesn't talk to ANYONE. Seriously... One time he said something to me about being afraid of dogs, that was when he wasn't *too* afraid of me, but otherwise, the only thing he's said to me is "GO AWAY !", and that takes a lot from me to get him to say that.

Duane is terrified of me ^_-. Seriously. Now, it has come to that when I approach him, he runs away. His only protector is Ryan King. King hates me because he says I pick on Duane. The thing is... I'm not *trying* to pick on him! I don't make fun of him, and I don't lay a finger on him. What I am doing though, is harassing him. I usually just go up to Duane and start talking about *random* stuff until he runs away. Sometime I stalk him until he starts running. I keep doing that until I get him to *say* something to me, usually it's "Just GO AWAY". Then I leave ^_-.

Hehe... I tell Duane that I'm madly in love with him every day and call him "Duanie". It's not and entire lie that I "love him". I think he is seriously ADORABLE. I just want him to talk to me ;_;. Lately, I have been trying a softer approach, but he is deathly afraid of me. I don't think I can get him to talk to me... The only reason I pester him is because I want some kind of *response*! I'd just DIE to get "Lisa, you fucking dougebag. Get the FUCK away from me before I file sexual harassment charges!"

I can only dream though ....